Last night He heard my heart ask. His response ,as His responses usually do, changed my focus. He said " When you make me he number one treasure of your heart , you will know what a treasure you are to me." I have to tell you I started declaring who He is to me . I started digging deeper into my heart for what He really means in my life. There was a great desperation that arose . A hunger and a thirst for Him I can hardly describe. A realization of my life meanings are in Him and only in Him. There was a recognition that my reciprocation of His love must let Him obliterate all else in my life.
A revelation of His love eclipses everything I hold dear. I have to look in my own hand and see what I am holding onto in this life that I have to let go of to Him. He must be all or He is not much at all. How can you say to the one who suffered so terribly and died for you He is not much at all.
Suddenly such greater connection began to happen. I began getting a revelation of love. A revelation that is not finished yet.
I have tried to purge many things from my life, not very successfully I must say. I began to see the things that need to be ordered in my life in a new light.
I will get back to you on how that is working in my life. This blog is about the realities I come to so I don;'t want to Pie in sky you , or blow smoke in your face. Just keeping it real. The human ability to stay spiritually on trac is sketchie.
I believe the song says "Prone to wander from the one I love." Frustratingly true.