I have heard people who have died and come back say we have Mansions and we travel on praise that floats through the air. They say that everything is alive and nothing dies and flowers sing. WOW. Do I dare believe Kat Ker and the wild tails she tells of heaven? Will I actually be able ,in spite of my fears, to skydive stand on the edge of cliffs and see the sights. Then the other biggie for me, ride a roller coaster and I won't be scared out of my mind or a ferris wheel. Oh God I hope so that would be heaven to do stuff extremely adventurous without fear.
Has God actually embraced our humanity to that extent? Since my dream of embracing darkness and becoming light I have seen myself and others in a different light. I am embracing more deep and broadly who humans are. I even see bible characters more human and frail. I think about what they experienced. I am seeing God differently that He would take so much care with us broken humans. He knew all our darkness way back at creation, before He chose to pay for it. Then They chose to create us anyway. WHAT! I am with David here" Who is man that you should care so much for us".