God reminded me that bill has a long lineage of family that past on an inheritance of relationship with God. He started out life way ahead of most of us, certainly me.
The destination in relationship to God is the same as any other destination. The farther away from it you start the longer it takes to get there. Your mode of travel and the number of stops and issues along the way play another part. Sometimes I think I must have started out on foot on the other side of His universe.
Since I accepted Jesus I know the truth is he is in me and I need to let Him out more. The kink in the works is me comprhending all this wonder. The far place I come from heavenly truth was not the reality. Letting go of my alternate reality makes me feel unsure even though I am sure that His is better. Input welcome.