Hope you will indulge me a few moments while I say some things.
In my recent family of origin discussions it is about ,what to do, what are you doing and why?
I love to be busy . The nothingness of doing nothing doesn't set well with me. In my mind so many things or people need to be tended to in some way. I am guessing I am a Martha. My other love is creating. I like to think it an inherited trait from my father in heaven. I tend to think every creative thought is from Him and I feel a need to do it. I am sensing a call to stop all things and get redirected. Stop is not a comfortable place for me. I am sure in a quiet time the Lord will let me know what that is about.
His recent word to me was about ;" If you do good for the sake of being good then good is your god. If you do religious things for the sake of your religion than religion is your god. ( I think then If I create for creating sake the creating in my god?) I did not ask you to be good or religious. I asked you to be in a relationship with me. " We are not in sync with each other. You need to stop and wait on my rhythm. "
"Prophetically you know the dance. However for two to dance well one must lead and the two need to be in sync.'
There is much to contemplate in this. Again Lord I surrender.